Great MRI news!!

God has heard all of our prayers and granted us a huge blessing this week. My mom's first MRI scan after completing her first round of treatment came back clear with no sign of a tumor! They are continuing to watch a certain ridge of her brain near where the original tumor was removed. This ridge was the target area for her radiation treatment. The MRI also showed that the cancer cells on the ridge have not spread and may have actually decreased slightly. After discussing the results with her many oncologists, they are very optimistic that we will not see another tumor growing anytime in the near future. They truly believe that my mom is going to be one of the lucky people that will fight and succeed to live for a long time after being diagnosed with a glioblastoma tumor. They explained that this is only because they caught it early when the tumor was so small and because she is so incredibly healthy! We do know that unfortunately there is no cure for brain cancer at this time. But our plan is to help my mom fight this off until they do find that cure!

We are so grateful for this much needed good news. And to know that all the doctors and all the treatments that have sapped my mom of her energy and taken her hair are REALLY WORKING! Yes everyday we deal with the worry and the doubts about what tomorrow could bring for my mom and our family. But we are so lucky to be surrounded with friends and family that help us find guidance when we need it. A very dear friend of mine sent my mom and I a devotional book called "Jesus Calling." She herself has found peace in her crazy life after sitting down each night and reading this book, so I am now doing the same. Granted there are some nights I fall asleep without reading, but have I found comfort in the scriptures I have read and reflected on. It's also pretty cool knowing that my mom and I are reading the exact same thing every night and can focus our prayers together. Like many people, I have a hard time accepting the fact that there are things in life that I cannot control, like my Mom's cancer or my boyfriends deployment to Afghanistan in July. These things could overwhelm me with worry and fear if I let them. But my faith reminds me that I am not in control, someone else is. Monday night's reading spoke to me for obvious reasons and I thought I would share it:
When something in your life or thoughts makes you anxious, come to Me and talk about it. Though the lessons of trust that I send to you come wrapped in difficulties, the benefits far outweigh the cost.

Bubbles!!

Well since I am WAY overdue in my blogging I figured it was definitely time to catch everybody up on my Mom's progress. Sorry I am so way behind, but when you don't hear anything from us for a while, just know that "no news is good news" and that life is just keeping us busy.

Since January my mom has been extremely busy with radiation treatment 5 days a week, daily chemotherapy and has started her new clinical trial of Avastin that will continue for the next 2 years. We gladly celebrated her last day of radiation on February 4th, woo hoo!! As she would tell you, her treatment got very intense towards the end. Her radiation tech buddy Aaron described it as "peeling an onion," meaning that it gradually becomes more focused with each treatment, as it hones in to target the cancer cells. The Bellingham Cancer Care Center truly enjoyed seeing my mom everyday for the past month and even gave her the nickname "Bubbles." They say her energy and zest for life is contagious and just bubbles out of her :)

Right now she is enjoying a much needed break from chemotherapy as well, she will be starting up again in the next couple weeks to start a 5 day course that will occur every 28 days. Her blood counts and overall health continue to look awesome and her oncologists are so impressed with how her body held up during such an intense first round of treatments. We are so very blessed that besides being exhausted and have some hair loss, she hasn't experienced any harsh side effects of cancer treatment. She has acquired a very beautiful collection of fun hats and scarves and wears them proudly wherever she goes.



She's been feeling up to getting out of the house a little more and going for walks almost everyday, rain or shine! We are very excited about her new nutritionist, who was recommended by her oncologist at the Cancer Care Center. My parents have met with her twice already and like the recommendations she has made. So far she has my mom eating a very "clean and green" diet with lots of lean proteins, organic fruits and veggies and a few new supplements (including some kind of interesting dried mushrooms)...But I really like the fact that she encourages my mom to indulge whenever she feels like it, for example the girl scout cookies I'm bringing home to her this weekend!

Overall things are looking very good for our family. We continue to be hopeful for the future and are grateful everyday for my Mom's strength and the wonderful advances in modern medicine. My mom has found such a great support system made up of all the staff at Bellingham Cancer Care Center. Also, I continue to be AMAZED and eternally grateful for how our close family and friends have stepped in and come through for us in whatever way we have needed help thus far. Our load has REALLY been lightened by all the delicious meals that have been made, offers to drive my mom to doctors appointments or help her run errands and especially the professional house cleaning donated by my mom's dear friend Brenda. You have no idea how much we appreciate IT ALL! We love you, God Bless.

Great start to 2010...

After a wonderful holiday we were ready to say goodbye to 2009 and look forward to what 2010 has to bring for all of us...health, happiness, a more positive outlook on life, a very special family wedding and hopefully a medical MIRACLE!

My mom just finished up her 3rd week of chemotherapy and radiation treatment. Because she started in the middle of the holiday season, her first couple weeks of treatment were only 2-4 days instead of the full 5 days. I think this worked out in her favor to allow her body to start out more slowly. She sent me a text this Friday telling me she had just finished her first 5 day treatment week and put a big "WOOHOO" at the end. She said she feels tired by the end of her full week of treatment, but she still had enough energy to kick my butt at the gym today! She is learning ways to relax during her radiation treatment and now refers to it as going on vacation into her "hut." Her first blood counts this week came back perfect and the doctors say that her body appears to be handling the treatments extremely well. My mom specifically asked her doctor how he thought she was doing so far and he said "great"! I'm soooooooo incredibly relieved to see her feeling so good, but also made her promise me that when she's having a bad day, its ok to tell us about it.

The doctor's plan is to continue chemo and radiation for 3 more weeks. She starts a clinical trial on January 18th that I am still currently finding out more about. I will share with you real briefly what we know about the trial. This clinical trial is a type of double blind research study being done on patients with glioblastoma brain tumors. The point of the study is to prove that when you combine chemotherapy with radiation therapy and follow it up with a drug called Avastin, patients have improved tumor control compared with chemo and radiation alone. Avastin is not a NEW cancer fighting drug, it has been used successfully for many other types of cancer treatments but this study is for doctors to see whether this drug will work for glioblastomas. Avastin is an antiangiogenic agent, which means that it can interrupt the body's ability to grow new blood vessels, causing tumors to shrink. There is also information that shows that Avastin may eliminate poorly formed blood vessels in tumors, resulting in improved blood flow. Improved blood flow may result in better delivery of chemotherapy agents too. So all in all it sounds like a very promising study. Unfortunately because it is a double blind study, a certain percentage of patients will be receiving a "placebo" instead of the actual drug. But my mom has a very STRONG feeling that she will be getting the "good juice" so she calls it. And you know, some patients that receive placebos can even have amazing results because they believed all along that whatever they were receiving it was helping them heal. So the way I'm choosing to look at it is either way, my mom has such a positive attitude that no matter what they give her she will benefit from it. And if the doctors are learning something, even one tiny thing, that will help someone else with a glioblastoma down the road, then its all worth it!

And now on a little different note, for those of you that didn't know, my younger sister Taryn got engaged this summer to her long time boyfriend Mac. Recently Taryn and Mac have decided to move up the date of their wedding from late August to May 29th, which happens to be my mom's 55th birthday and keep the celebration small and intimate. The venue they were looking at changing the wedding to just happened to have that date available and the fact that her birthday even falls on a Saturday this year...well it couldn't be more perfect! So we are jumping into the wedding planning to make everything come together for them. Mom is looking forward to dancing all night long at the wedding!

Again I want to say thank you thank you thank you to all the wonderful people who have rearranged their lives to drive my mom to her treatments when my dad and sister are working. I feel like the day that I move back up to Whatcom county just can't come soon enough. My amazing boyfriend has spent every weekend making the 2.5 hour drive up from Lakewood with me so that we can spend time with my family. And as I realized today at the automotive shop, my poor car has taken a beating and I had to buy some much needed new tires. But it eases my mind knowing that my mom has great friends and family to fill in for us when we need it.

So many people continue to ask us what they can do to help?? And honestly right now, as a family we are managing very well, but we promise to ask for help when we need it. The one thing I do want to say is this...Anyone that knows my mom knows that family means EVERYTHING to her. Even when Taryn and I were little, we picked up on all the love and dedication she made to keeping our family close. From time to time every family faces situations that bring up disagreements that could possibly end in some hurt feelings. But its those times that you pull together and should work to put differences aside to get through it as a family. What I'm trying to say is, if anyone reading this blog has some unresolved family issues weighing on their hearts, please take a minute to step back and ask if its really worth growing apart from the people that should matter most in your life-your family! My mom has always said and lived by the advice of "when it comes to family, let the small stuff slide." Now more than ever I realize that we are never guaranteed another day to apologize, make things a little better, or spend another day with the people we love.

My mom continues to be such a positive and bright spirit to be around. Like right now at this very moment she's cooking pasta dinner with Il Divo cranked up in the kitchen, singing away :) She swears that Il Divo is very stimulating to her brain and listens to it all the time, much to my dad's dismay ha ha! One of her very kind and knowledgable doctors told her that people learn to really LIVE with cancer and a lot of people live a much better life with it than they did without it. God Bless and love to you all, more to come soon!

A Very Merry Christmas To All!

First off, I want to take this time to wish everyone a very Merry Christmas from our family to yours. This holiday season we have really taken time to recognize and appreciate our very many blessings. Now more than ever we are holding our friends and family very close to us.

This week was a very momentous one because my mom officially began her first round of cancer treatments. She started chemotherapy and radiation therapy yesterday at the St. Joseph's Cancer Care Center. She starts everyday with a light breakfast and a small cocktail of medications to help ease her through the treatments. Her doctors prescribed a wonderful new antinausea medication that she is on 24/7 to preventively treat nausea, but also has 2 other medications on hand at home for if any breakthrough nausea does occur. She is also on a broad spectrum antibiotic to ward off any bugs she could pick up while her immune system is down from the chemo. I have fully stocked the house with antibacterial wipes, sprays and hand sanitizer everywhere :) For the next 29 days (of a 30 day treatment plan) she will take her chemotherapy pill (Temodar) at home. Following this first round of chemo, we are told she will be on a 5 day dose every couple weeks.

Today I was able to go with her to her radiation appointment and see first hand the amazing care she is getting. Her radiation tech Aaron was very friendly and took my dad and I back to see the TomoTherapy machine and be with my mom while she got ready for treatment. Once they put on her special radiation mask they moved her into the machine and did a couple minutes to scans to make sure the machine was correctly lined to allow the radiation to hit the most specific target on her head. During the actual radiation they showed us on the computer screen the MRI scans of my mom's brain taken today and the areas and levels of dosing for radiation that the doctors had ordered. The actual radiation treatment took only 4 minutes!

The whole process is very noninvasive and was over before I knew it. I did find myself getting a little emotional when it came time to see the mask put on her and see her go into the big machine. But like I have so many other times in my life, I drew strength from my mom. Today and everyday from now I want to be strong for her when she needs reassurance. She felt great afterward and even felt up to a little last minute grocery shopping. We are told that because she so recently started her treatment, she may not be experiencing any side effects until the next couple days.

We are looking forward to having a nice quiet holiday at home with our closest family. We can't tell you how much it means to my mom and our entire family that so many wonderful people have have reached out to us. It really goes to show that the best gift is to let someone know that you love and cherish them and communicate that to them, every chance you get. Merry Christmas and may God bless your family this holiday season as much as He has blessed ours.

"Ready to fight"

Sorry once again for taking so long to give you all an update, but I love being able to pass on PROMISING and EXCITING news…

So lets go back to the end of last week. On Friday my parents travelled down to Seattle to meet with Dr. Chamberlain, Chief of Neuro Oncology at Seattle Cancer Care Alliance. He has been consulting with my mom’s oncologists in Bellingham and is 100% in support of their current plan for her treatment. He is also very excited about the clinical trial in Bellingham that my mom will be participating in and promised us that she will be getting the state of the art treatment at St. Joseph Cancer Center. Dr. Chamberlain will continue to oversee my mom’s care from Seattle and he encouraged her to be treated in Bellingham because there is no reason for her to travel when she can get the very best care right here at home. The one recommendation that Dr. Chamberlain did make was that he would like my mom to begin radiation, chemotherapy and the clinical trial all at the same time and as soon as possible. So beginning this week, she spent almost every day at St. Joseph Cancer Center (SJCC). She was prescribed her first round of chemotherapy and was fitted for a special mask that she will be wearing during her radiation treatments.

Radiation therapy uses various forms of radiation to safely and effectively treat cancer and other diseases. Radiation works by damaging cells, normal cells are able to repair themselves, whereas cancer cells cannot. My mom’s 5 day a week radiation treatment will take place in a special machine called TomoTherapy. It is an 8 foot tall device with a doughnut-like hole in its center and is one of only 120 such machines in the world! It uses 3D images to guide cancer-fighting radiation treatments with such precision it can hit a tumor the size of a pea. It allows the doctors to better target the radiation in my mom’s head to protect healthy cells from damage. Each session will last about 20 minutes and she won’t see or feel a thing. My mom shares my fear of small tight spaces but luckily one of her wonderful oncology nurses is teaching her to use acupressure to help her relax before she goes into the machine. Radiation side effects occur only in the area that is being treated and not everyone has these side effects. If they do occur, it is usually in the second half of the treatment course and could include hair loss, nausea and vomiting, fatigue and mild skin reactions.

The new chemotherapy treatment my mom will be receiving is cutting edge and the VERY BEST! Chemotherapy is a group of medicines that can kill cancer cells directly. My mom will be given a pill form of chemo, which is nice because she can take it in the comfort of her own home. It is considered a systemic therapy because the medicine will go through the bloodstream to the entire body and for this reason patients tend to experience many more side effects than radiation. The newer forms of chemo (like the one my mom will be on) have made some breakthroughs by producing very little side effects in some patients.

We have an INCREDIBLE family doctors office that have been a pillar of support to my mom these last couple weeks. Marcy Hipskind spent an hour talking with my parents and giving them a lot of encouragement, telling them “People live so much longer and so much BETTER with cancer these days!” Little did we know that Marcy was already very much on board! Earlier in the week she had contacted my mom’s surgeon and oncologists and presented my mom’s case to the Tumor Board at St. Josephs Hospital. During the board meeting her radiation doctor described my mom as “a vivacious woman, full of life and ready to fight!” It gives me such comfort and hope to hear that so many knowledgeable doctors are following my mom’s treatment closely and they themselves are getting inspiration from my mom!

We are currently just waiting for the first radiation day at SJCC to be scheduled, then chemotherapy and the clinical trial will begin as well. My parents were told it could be as early as Monday December 21st. My mom is feeling strong, encouraged and very supported by all of our incredible friends and family. She’s even felt up to working out at the gym, which has encouraged me to get my hiney in gear again  God bless you all for being so patient and understanding with my blogging…there has been so much information coming at us so quickly, I really am trying to do my best to keep everyone up to date. I promise to include more about the clinical trial as soon as I myself, can become educated on the process. Thank you for all the heartfelt emails, texts and phone calls I’ve received. One that particularly stood out to me this week was an email (including the picture I posted) from our dear friends Laurie & Bob Winters who currently live all the way over in Boston:

“Attached is a picture of the candle I burn every day in prayer, hope, optimism and love for your Mom. We are lighting a pretty candle, made by women in Honduras in a program that supports them, in your honor Tricia, every day. It shines beautifully for you and carries our prayers and love for your healing and strength.”

Plan of Action

This Friday we spent almost 5 hours with the wonderful people that work at St. Joseph’s Cancer Center in Bellingham. We received a ton of information about the treatment options and the overall process my mom will be facing. Learning that my mom has cancer has brought on a flood of feelings and concerns for the future. The people at St. Joseph’s Cancer Center understand just how overwhelming this can be and are helping us learn as much as possible about what we may experience. Right here in Bellingham they offer the best available technology, techniques and state-of-the-art equipment available to treat cancer. The staff have already been so supportive and uplifting to deal with.

The very good news is that the prognosis that came with my mom’s diagnosis really is much more positive that we had originally hoped for. After meeting with several different oncologists, we chose Michael Taylor (Radiation Oncologist) to monitor and plan my mom’s treatment. She liked his “warm & fuzzy” bedside manner and the fact that he brings in his golden retriever to the office from time to time  Dr. Taylor is very optimistic because her tumor was so small, was removed completely and my mom is in such good health to begin her course of treatment. We have an initial plan to begin her first radiation treatment starting December 10th. Radiation therapy will be 5 days a week and continue for 6 weeks. We also were told that chemotherapy is actually very effective in treating this type of brain cancer. A 4-6 week course of chemotherapy will follow the radiation therapy. Frequent MRI’s will be done throughout the first couple months of treatment, to keep an eye on any tumor regrowth but at this point the doctors don’t expect to see another tumor popping up any time soon. During treatment she also has access to some pretty great alternative therapies including a dietician, massage therapist and acupuncturist.

It is important for you all to know that we are still actively pursuing other opinions and specialists for further treatment options down the road. First of all we have already requested a 2nd reading of the tumor pathology report to be sent to UW. Unfortunately even after triple checking everything, mistakes are still made in medicine and we want to make sure we know for sure exactly what kind of cancer we are dealing with. Also, St. Josephs has already presented to us the option for my mom to participate in an ongoing clinical trial for glioblastomas. We will be asking lots of questions and be doing some extensive research about this trial before making a decision about this course of treatment. But it is so wonderful to know that we have OPTIONS! Even just by word of mouth we are hearing about new treatments that have worked for other brain cancer survivors and we are getting more and more hopeful for a positive outcome.

Here is a personal message from my mom…
“Thank you EVERYONE for all your love, support and healing words. I promise I am thinking about all of you just as much as you have been thinking about me. Please know that all of your phonecalls, emails and blog comments mean the world to me! Just because I haven’t been able to speak with you or see you yet, doesn’t mean that I haven’t been strengthened and uplifted by your thoughts and warm gestures. I’m feeling stronger everyday and my family wants me to preserve my energy for starting my first round of treatment next week. I want to reinforce the POSITIVE outlook we are choosing to have for the future. Love you all!!!”
-Tricia

We hope that by sharing this information with all of you will help you feel more connected to our family and give my mom continued strength on our journey.
Please feel free to email me at Tanisita16@aol.com with any more resources or medical contacts that could be of use to my mom. Feel free to visit the St. Joseph Cancer Center website www.peacehealth.org/cancer. The more we learn the more empowered we become to help my mom fight this battle.

Pray

We are sorry it has taken so long to update the blog, we know you've all been waiting to hear the results from my Mom's biopsy. Unfortunately on Monday my family got some upsetting news that the tumor that they removed during surgery was not what they had originally thought it was. Instead it was a stage 4 malignant glioblastoma multiformes. What does that mean? Well we aren't really sure yet what that means. As a family we are still trying to digest this news and quickly become as educated as possible for the road we are about to travel down. It is very important to my mom that we keep everyone she cares about well informed of what is going on.

The first thing people have been asking is "how is Tricia doing?" To put everyone a little at ease my mom is doing GREAT. She continues to have a smile on her face daily and has a very positive attitude and outlook for the future. Never have I been so amazed and grateful for the ongoing prayers, love and support from our family and friends. Her recovery from surgery is going great and she goes in on December 9th to have her staples removed from her head and start her first course of radiation therapy. As far as we know chemotherapy is not an option for this type of cancer because it cannot cross through the blood brain barrier.

Of course we plan on getting a 2nd, 3rd and 4th opinion down in Seattle for the best course of treatment. We are so lucky to live so close to some of the very best cancer treatment centers in the country. We may have an appointment as early as next Monday with Dr. Mark Chamberlin, Chief of Neuro Oncology at Seattle Cancer Care Alliance. There is also a doctor in Oregon at Oregon Health Science that specializes in his research on this specific type of tumor. The world of medicine is advancing everyday with new breakthroughs in cancer research. We are going to explore EVERY option to make sure my mom has the best care possible.

We know this news is hard to take in and it has been so hard for me to try to find the right words to describe how we are feeling at this time. So many people have been sharing with us miracle stories of people they know that have lived a long time with brain tumors. We do not believe in timelines or odds, personally I believe they were made to be broken and defied. My mom is the picture of good health, already has such a positive attitude and is ready to battle! We are asking everyone to please continue to pray, pray, pray. It gives us great comfort knowing how many people are praying for our family. God bless you all, more to come soon I promise.